Anyway, our entire class, and well, most of our college is there at some forest. We’re having some kind of HEd exams. And the whole time in the pseudo-college area, I keep getting texts from him. Texts like ‘love you’, or ‘thinking about you’, or just romantic stuff. And it gives me such INTENSE BUTTERFLIES. And I reply so slowly and there’s a gap of 10 minutes between each message because it’s so difficult to process. I think the only message I’m left to reply to is the love you message because I want to save it for the last and not treat it casually. Idk if I text it to him or not. I think I do. Or even if I didn’t I have a romantic escapade with him outside so. But I think I sneak out in the middle or something? We’re also filming a music video for VM. So he’s just there outside. And we see each other. And it’s so electrically charged. The way he looks at me… Somehow, we end up all alone in the middle of the forest, and I get onto his bike. His bike flies btw. And so we lift off to the sky. Even though it’s a bike I’m sitting next to him. His body is pressed into mine and my head is resting on his shoulder and I’m clutching onto his arm. We have some really deep conversations. Then he tells me about something to do with his fingers. Some kind of issue or something. And I just hold his fingers in my hand. I gently caress them, and they start to get painted with some iridescent colours - pink, silver, purple, etc. I smear the colour around with my fingers until it’s evened out. While I’m doing this btw, I start singing a song. It’s the pu$$y fairy song 😭 a few lines of the songs pertaining to fingers. And then. Then HE begins to sing. The whole song. Right from the beginning. As we’re flying in the sky on his motorbike. We also make it to a construction site in the hills, where we’re hovering right above a truck or smth. And he jokes about it. I joke about it w him too. After this, we reach a small clearing next to a small cemented hut. The bike struggles to lift off and we kinda just fall flat back onto the ground, in a vertical direction. And so we’re just like ‘okay let’s just take the train’ Then he gets off the bike, and when he’s giving me these instructions he’s morphed into MY DAD???????? It’s very weird :(((( We take the train together back to the spot we started from. I don’t know if he looks like my dad anymore. He goes back somewhere I guess. And then I go to write my HEd test. Radhika, Sudhi, and all the regular peeps are there. But I only paid attention to the two of them. We write our HEd tests and I again sneak out or am done w the whole thing. Anyway, when I get the results, it says ‘you have huge potential to be the president of this club’ even though I did nothing. This girl with a huge pink bow in her hair and she seems very put together- she’s like the teachers pet and keeps going to ask question obviously trying to become the president and claim the spot for herself, but I don’t bother. Honestly. After this, we are watching the music video for VM’s music video. I’m there in the choir for a while but just as the guitar solo is interacted ig I’m replaced with someone else bc I guess I had to leave for music class or something.
Your dream is rich with symbolism and deep emotions, revealing much about your current state of mind, desires, and inner conflicts. Let's break down its key elements.
Forest & College Setting: The dream unfolds in a familiar yet surreal environment—a forest combined with a college, suggesting a period of growth and exploration in your life. The forest can symbolize the unknown aspects of your subconscious mind, while the college represents learning, personal development, and the challenges that come with it.
Text Messages & Romantic Feelings: The constant text messages you receive from the romantic interest may symbolize your yearning for connection, validation, and intimacy. The "butterflies" you feel indicate a strong emotional response to love or affection, and your slow replies suggest hesitation or fear of vulnerability. This could reflect your feelings towards this person in waking life—perhaps a longing for deep emotional interaction or a desire to take things seriously.
Romantic Escapade & Electric Connection: The feeling of electric chemistry between you and the person reflects a strong attraction. Being alone in the forest can mean seeking privacy away from judgment, where you can express your true feelings. The act of riding a flying bike signifies freedom and adventure in your romantic pursuits, suggesting your desire to escape the mundane and explore passionate experiences.
Finger Symbolism & Color: Holding and painting his fingers highlights themes of intimacy and connection. Fingers can symbolize communication and creativity—the act of caressing and painting them represents your nurturing side, as well as an artistic side that you may be wanting to express in your relationships. The iridescent colors imply positivity, beauty, and the potential for transformation, possibly hinting at your aspirations for this relationship to grow.
Singing Together: Singing the “pu$$y fairy” song with him connects to playfulness and shared intimacy. Music is a powerful bonding tool and reflects a light-hearted aspect of your relationship, suggesting that you enjoy sharing laughter and joy with this person.
Unexpected Transformation & Parental Figure: The shift from your romantic interest to your father can indicate a clash of emotions. It suggests a desire for guidance and security but also reveals a conflict—you are experiencing feelings of romance but feel grounded in familial responsibilities or expectations. This transition might reflect your subconscious grappling with your need for freedom versus the security of structure in your life.
HEd Test & Personal Achievement: Achieving a spot as president or having potential without significant effort illustrates confidence in your abilities and the perception that success can come to you naturally, perhaps despite societal pressures. The presence of a rival character indicates competition or comparison you may be facing in your waking life. This theme ties back to your feelings about worth and validation in personal or academic pursuits.
The Music Video & Choir: The music video and your temporary role in the choir suggest a desire for recognition and belonging. However, being replaced hints at feelings of insecurity or being overshadowed by others. You may be grappling with whether you're being seen and valued in the roles you take on in life.
Ultimately, your dream reflects a powerful blend of romantic desire, personal growth, self-discovery, and the pursuit of creative expression. The various characters and scenarios serve to evoke aspects of your life—feelings of love, fears of inadequacy, and the tension between freedom and responsibility. It urges you to consider what it is you truly desire and how to balance those romantic aspirations with your personal goals and responsibilities.